I've been looking through all the pictures we took together, pictures of her that I took and those of which Boo sent me. Looking through all the old chat logs and I miss those days... Old blog entries about her, about us, even friendster comments...it all just bring tears to my eyes. I found this comment that I forwarded to her, and to make it simple, I'll highlight those she chose about me in her favourite green...and those I chose about her in red. In cases where it clashes, it'll be in blue.
1= I like you
2= I love you
3= You're funny
4= You're cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I wanna be you
7= You're sexy
8= You have a nice body
9= I hate you
10= You're boring
11= your lover and your just a waste of air
12= You have an awesome personality
13= I want a kiss
14= I wanna be your best friend
15= I want to go out with you
16= I'm looking for a relationship with you
17= be with me
18= you're cute
19= I dont know you well enough
20= I want you in my life
21= u are my true friend
22= I can forgive you lets try it!
23= no one can ever replace u
24= being your friend is really great
25= u never change
26= u silly as hell
27= I miss u
28= I want u and only u
29= can we just make up for old time sake!
30= I want a one night stand with u
I wonder if the numbers will change if I ask her once more now. *sigh* I'm going to sleep early if I can I guess. I've been awake for more than 36hours and I haven ate anything yet and the last time I ate was 24hours ago. =\ I can't believe that its affecting me this much. All I can do is just cry and cry...and think of how I can get you back or how I could make myself let you go. =( Please...I really need you back...but if it really really aint possible deep down inside anymore, I'll let you go. Just don't tell me you miss me or you love me cause it only hurts more. I hope you can really think things through and yes I may seem despo, but I don't really care cause I love you too much to even bother about such comments. I'll be waiting for your reply...I hope its a positive one, but be it good or bad, please let me know.