Thursday, October 02, 2008
I'm flying off in a couple of hours and I don't really feel like leaving as much as I want to. *shrugs* For the first time, travelling overseas aint exciting to me. The urge to go on my holiday is not there. I don't even feel happy. I'm still thinking about the things between us. Are we even together now? Its like a big question mark in my head. Boo says we are..but we're more like normal friends now. I don't know. I'm going crazy. I feel like going down to look for her before flying off..but maybe I shouldn't since I doubt I can see her. I think I'll take this trip to think things through. What I really want and then decide..if its really gonna stay or change. I know I'm gonna miss her and that's for sure.