Counting down..2 more days to my last exam paper..but yet I'm still not studying. *sigh* I slept for like only 5hours? Waking up to her sms and hiccups again. *shrugs* I'm tired..really tired..I'm thinking if it will come to a point where I don't wana bother about anything anymore. Where I really don't care nor give a damn to what she's doing. I don't want that to happen.. *sigh* I'm really going crazy. Going over to cousin Josh's place later to celebrate mid autumn festival and his birthday I supposed..I can't wait. I'm so gonna find an excuse so I can drink and get drunk and just fucking forget about everything. I need a breakdown..fuck man. I don't even know why tears are rolling down when I'm typing out all this crap. Maybe I should go earlier or what..sigh..