Thursday, April 26, 2007
Yesterday, 25 Apr 2007, you ended everything between us. My world fell apart. I woke from my so wonderful dream. My heart shattered and I was torn apart. Whatever happened between the two of us? I went crazy. Started to have silly thoughts. Took pills with alcohol thinking I could just end everything. But I was wrong, whatever I did couldn't get you back, but instead pissed you off more. Learnt my lesson. I will learn to move on but still hoping for the day you would accept me again. Though impossible, I hope I would be able to one day. I would want no other my love. For now, I shall just love in silence and learn to move on. I'll be okay. Its just another step in life.