okie okie...new stuffs. putting myself up for sale. *lol* I'm so tired of love already. Can't remember who I told. Guess its dearie. told her I'm so tired of everything. Gonna pull myself up from all this shit before my 21st. I aint gonna fall in love again. And whoever comes by now that treats me super real good, I'm just gonna be taken. Is it a good or bad thing? I dunno. I really don't. But like they say. The person you love don't love you or never do love you, and yet the person that you don't love, loves you so. *sighz* and bei ai shi xing fu, ai ren shi tong ku. It's better to be loved than to love somebody. So might as well, I just give it a try right? Get that whoever that loves me so much...instead of me loving her so much and be hurt by her so many tons of times. =)