*screamz* i'm so damn fuckin pissed with that bloody kenneth. gonna kill him soon one dae. did caller todae again, and stupid danny keep comin in to disturb me, distract me, and make me confuse. okie. lucky no wrong orders. =) then stupid joanne gotta come in and dirty my caller and bar. *arghz* finally get to finish cleanin my caller and bar, stupid kenneth ask me to mop the bloody floor when there's 4 pple on the floor liaoz lorx. like wad the fuck? not enuff pple mehz? arghz. sumore the idiot joey din even sweep the floor properly he expect me to mop? kaoz. kept complainin all the way while moppin lorx...then saw jyren, krystal and her gf before goin home. got to realise from jyren that cal's workin at cartel as chef lorx. guess how much my heart broke...... *sighz* shd i go find her one dae?? mayb drop by or something? or go find her when i'm off on fri? or shd i go after i get my pay den pretend to go there eat and find jyren? *sighz* i seriously dunno lorx...so in a dilema now....music underground tmr with joell? monks on fri?? shd i even?? *Sighz* now that she's workin, i dun even noe if she'll go monks on fri to celebrate her bdae....like wad she said. =\ *sighz* do hope so bahz..... -dilema by nelly ft kelly rowland playin on de list now-